My Lovely Rainbow

I never dream it before, I found the most perfect boy in my life. He’s smart, charming, and religious. But I realize that he’ll never become a part of my love story. Just let him be a part of my beautiful dream, and I don’t let anyone to wake me up from the dream. I love and enjoy it so much.

First time I enroll shs was the first time I saw him. In the first sight, I felt nothing. And he wasn’t looked so special for me. I just thought that he’s a Chinese cause of his slanted eyes. And, in fact he’s a student of the class beside mine. His name A, and he’s the captain of the class. How perfect he is.

Until one moment, everything in him attracted me....
But it wasn’t easy to be his secret admirer, I know that he has so many fans or maybe he has had a girlfriend. Just my close friend who know that I like him. Sometimes I also think that we have the similar character. From our sight, our expression, and our mind. I never think that he’ll be mine. He just like someone who motivate me, although he doesn’t realize it. I just want to be his friend, not more.....

OK! Back to my first year in shs. Until one day my angel teacher, Mr Ruhana help me to have my 1st conversation with rainbow. He asked me to share the material for the semester test to all of the captain of the classes.

And here is the conversation....

I said, “excuse me. you’re the captain, right?”
He answer, “ yes, what can i do for you?” (i was speechless that moment.)
I told my purpose but how luck I was when he wanted me to repeat it once more.
He said, “sorry, but could you repeat it once?”
I repeat it once, until he understood.
And the last thing to close our conversation, politely he said thank’s to me.
“Thank’s so much”

Since that moment I call him Rainbow. Why Rainbow? Not only because of his face that seems like the korean actor, “rain” but also himself that coloring my mind.

Everyday, we met in corridor. Looked each other, and it made me wanted to know more about him.

Until there’s one day my captain asked me to take a task in rainbow’s class. But he didn’t give me a good response. It made me thought that he’s arrogant.

And there’s a good moment when I got better score for my final test in 2nd semester. He got 4 for the chemit. And it was the worst score for all student. Haha, how evil I am.

After some weeks, I request him as my facebook friend. And he confirmed it. I was so happy. I ever wanted to remove him, but I don’t want him ask me why I remove him. So I did’d do it.

We have a “wall to wall” and also chatting. He also asked me why I took the photograph of rain as my profile picture. Wow, it seems like we know each other and we’re a close friend but we don’t.

hai..

hoho
hai blogger!
udh lama nh ga nge-blog
tau ga sih,
gw udh nulìs di wall-ny dan udh chat fb sama rainbow gtu
haha
so fun!
i love that moment

11 A 2

aduh,,
lburan emang udh selesai..
kelas bru udh di tmpatin..

ya, 11 ipa 2
ha? ha?
gw msuk ipa?!
kira-in msuk ips atau bhasa!?

untung ga skelas sma rainbow..
dia di ipa 1 ..

dan gw dpt kelas dgn segudang anak2 pinter,,
mau di taro mana gw?!
di depak dari ipa 2

skarang2 msh blm asik,
tpi tgs udh pd brtmpuk...
aduh!
bisa gila kali ya?!

bru 2 hri jd anak ipa aja gw udh skit gni..
gra2 musimny?
atau mental gw yg jd mental tempe atau krupuk mlempem?!

ulangan2 udh di dpn mata,
uasbn serasa udh di dpn mata..
apa gw doang yg ngrasa kyak gtu..

mungkn blog ini, fb, myspace, twitter akan trabaikan..

FMIPA UI?!
yakin gw bisa masuk sono?!
gw ykin bisa!..
amin,
amin ya, Allah!
smga ipa 2 jg klas yg trbaik..

akhir tahun pertama di SMA

akhirnya sesesai juga tahun pertama ku di sma
ga terasa aku udah meninggalkan smp selama 1 tahun
2 uts yang selalu bikin de2an,, dan 2 uas yang selalu bikin aku get stresss

dan genap 6 bulan jd pengagum rainbow,,
the misterius boy

ga nyangka juga,,
ternyata masa depan ku selanjutnya
juga ditentuin dari sekolah
yang tadinya diharapkan,,

tapi setelah perpaling dari sekolah itu,,
dan punya tujuan yang lain,
malah sampe nangis2 waku tau bakal masuk situ...

uuugh... dari remed sampe
dape nilai paling bagus se-angkatan

dan akhirnya udah pernah nangis juga di sekolah
gara2 kertas ulangan ku ilang,,
walaupun remed2 juga...

dand ribuan tangis lainnya
yang aku teteskan di rumah, di jalan, etc.
wktu masa@ penyesuaian...

tapi,,, sekarang having fun aja...
nikmati hidup dan tau diri
kalau aku cuma makhluk Tuhan...
yang ga bisa seutuhnya seempurna...

buat aku yang penting
masih dikasih kesempatan untuk
memperbaiki sesuatu aja
itu udah lebih

ingat.. kegagalan itu bukan milik kita,
tapi milik peristiwanya.

dan thanks a lot for rainbow
yang secara terselubung
aku jadiin motivator
dan the handsome one

mungkin suatu saat aku bakal bilang makasih banyak,
karena gara2 dia aku bisa lebih semangat belajar

yang ga akan terlupakan
selama kelas 1
adalah perjuangan ibuku yang
mungkin ikut stress gara2
mikir aku yang di awal2 semester kerjaanya
murung terus

uts

finally..
the mid-smertr test has finished

and i feel a little good because i got better score than rainbow

today, i saw him twice.

he looks so handsome, cool, and make me fly away.

i hope he'll say sth to me.

uts

finally..
the mid-smertr test has finished

and i feel a little good because i got better score than rainbow

today, i saw him twice.

he looks so handsome, cool, and make me fly away.

i hope he'll say sth to me.

my love story 2

finally...

he said something to me
"oh!", "could you repeat once?" "thanks".

and he looked my eyes for some moment.

i like it so much!

but, i think it's not easy to get his love.
why?

because there's so many girls like him.

but,, it's OK!

i hope he'll realize it one day.